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Aug. 18th, 2006 @ 09:37 pm (no subject)
im moving back home.
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Mar. 28th, 2006 @ 10:58 pm (no subject)
an update.
my life is fucked.
that is all.
max is dead and tex my other cat hasnt came home in 4 days, they were in our house through katrina and i drove home to get them from west palm and drove them back down. for what now, they are gone.

i dont check myspace or livejournal nor do i have an email account.
my motherboard on my computer is fried.
my phone number is listed in my latest bulletin from myspace, if you dont have myspace talk to someone that does and is one of my friends on there.

its too long of a story to tell, and even more of a story to type.
no one knows it but me and my mom and the doctors who fucked my mom up by putting her on perscription meds that took control of her life.
and i cant talk about it without breaking down.

my mom is finally back to normal now. i had a real conversation with her 2 nights ago for the first time since we lived in reno, 7 years ago.

im 23 years old and the next 2-3 months will be the toughest in my life.
who would have thought some big storm would have affected my life the way it has.
for me to die in my sleep is just too much to ask. it wont happen nor would i make it happen.
but i wouldnt complain if it did.

i thought this town was going to be a new opening in my life, and it was. its shown me that theres nothing in my life that i want here or anywhere else.

all i want is what i had.
they know who they are.
my only real friends.
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Jan. 19th, 2006 @ 05:43 am (no subject)
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: the cure, jimmy eat world, underoath....
i miss her.
she knows it.
i get along with this girl like my boys, but she gets along with my boys like they get along with me.
i like her too, which is crazy.
cause id do anything for her.
if shed just ask...
shes perfect,
to me.
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Jan. 11th, 2006 @ 12:37 am (no subject)
i now work for ultra.
a huge huge door just opened up in my life tonight, again.
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Jan. 9th, 2006 @ 01:17 am (no subject)
Current Music: jimmy eat world - for me this is heaven
2 points for honesty.
fuck you.
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 03:43 am (no subject)
Current Music: mogwai - acid food
2 days past
it was good
doing it again for sure
alone, again.
i lost myself for 4 hours. what came out, 100 pages of thoughts and pictures.
it was as if i didnt even have to try, i just traced what i saw on paper, from my mind.

the cid.

my trinity has been the talk of the 561. i got it like that.

im ready for my ears to have plugs. nice white plugs. hurra
mississippi soon tuesdee or wednesdee
my niggas
arden
my niggas some more
more arden too.

its just gonna be good to be back on the coast again for a bit.
man my head is crazy about right now.

you dont think
you just assume
whos ever seen
that other side of you.

a few neat things are coming in the mail, i got off ebay.
im making the corner where my computer is and my turntables into the coolest place ever.

scene of changery
things are different
but much more clear

my head is clouded
my mind is numb
aspects of physics here

i give my self a reason to live
a reson i cant find in you
anymore.


marginalized information forms one- ping
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 03:24 am (no subject)
does anyone know amanda bybees email?
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Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 03:04 am (no subject)
Current Music: aphex twin - tha
i dont even know where to start

i trust:
dan
me
my parents
arden
adam
anna
brandon
adam
bob.


i need a girl who:

can let me be me
doesnt mind hanging out with me all the time
im too comfortable with
isnt stuck in a club, but doesnt mind going every once in a while
wants to be here tonight.
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Dec. 15th, 2005 @ 12:43 pm (no subject)
it would probably just be easier to die during my sleep.
no one would know
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Dec. 2nd, 2005 @ 05:28 pm (no subject)
nick fulton and snowy decided to drop by at 4am. they are gonna stay for a few days. we didnt get to bed till noon today and its now 530pm and we just got up
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Nov. 17th, 2005 @ 06:47 pm (no subject)
Current Music: imogen heap - goodnight and go
2 months time
west palm to west coast(laguna beach, san diego, los angeles), west coast to reno (reno, lake tahoe) then back to west palm.

alone. <3
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Nov. 15th, 2005 @ 03:13 am (no subject)
Current Mood: loved
getting lip re-pierced this week, this time im getting it done right.
getting ears done, stretching will be involved over the next 3 months. 2 will be the number to shoot for
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Nov. 14th, 2005 @ 04:51 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: imogen heap












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Nov. 14th, 2005 @ 04:34 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: imogen heap - hide and seek
if you know anyone on your myspace friends list who would be interested in my music, spread the word please.

i really want people to hear my music (shitty demos), if someone listens to my music and it makes then feel something at all, then my life has a meaning.

http://www.myspace.com/inmyboxers
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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 04:45 am (no subject)
Current Mood: loved
finally.
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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 08:43 pm (no subject)
http://www.myspace.com/inmyboxers
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Oct. 27th, 2005 @ 05:13 am (no subject)
Dear In my boxers,

We have heard your song "waking up in may" and are interested in talking to you about getting it into the Canadian radio market. We are an organization called "Six Moons Records" and we've been getting small time bands into the hands of canadian labels for about 6 years now. We are currently putting together our compilation for November and are making our rounds.

Every time a compilation is put together we hunt around for some of the best talent we can find on the net and send out an e-mail to 60 different artists. Only 15 of these are actually placed onto the compilation disc that we mail out to 40 different canadian labels (8 being major labels), and it's all on a "first come, first serve" basis. You are one of the 60 in this quarter.

If you are interested in bringing your career to the next level and marketing yourself to another country, please send us a return e-mail.

Hope to hear from you soon,
Will (six moons records C.E.O.
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Oct. 27th, 2005 @ 02:49 am (no subject)
3 days without power isnt that bad with weed.
i know this girl in mississippi, shes just great.
i cant wait till i see her
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Oct. 15th, 2005 @ 04:29 am (no subject)
first night of work.

got wasted for free
got paid to get wasted and then take pictures of people enjoying life.

thankfull <3
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Oct. 14th, 2005 @ 06:42 am (no subject)
i just got back from the best club in the southeast if not eastern shelf of the united states, and its not even open yet...
http://www.metropolisdowntown.com/

130$ bar tab. vip. girls, dancing, and fun. pictures will be up tommorow on myspace, if you dont have myspace, get with it.

my life is at its all time high. i start tommorow as resort's photographer in west palm beach. www.resortnightclub.com
ive been spinning there lately opening up for riotgear and christopher james and ive also played with a friend of mine at the lounge in west palm beach. i just got news that the girl that i spun with is trying to have me booked for moonfest. moonfest is a huge party on clematis street which is where everyone goes in west palm beach. 40,000+ will be downtown to kick off halloween and ill be making them dance, and my name is supposed to be on a real flyer, not a thin coppied paper flyer. a thick color papaer flyer, like the ones for parties at the state palace. anyways, its 10 till 7, im tired i just got back from south beach which is surreal to say, and im waking up and going to the beach tommorow. amazing. <3 Z
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